I'm training for a feeling that I don't have yet

Abstract

In the "I'm training for a feeling that I don’t have yet"* training session we want to open a mutual portal for attunement with each other and the possible worlds held there, which are present but not necessarily accessible to us. Through this practice we hope to get closer. By attunement, we mean focus. A training of our attentions, sensorial and otherwise, on what is already in front of us, and in us. We mean presence; presence, not absence. Being present with ourselves and others. Attunement is a necessary part of the everyday practice of rehearsals. It is how we prepare ourselves for the struggles ahead, but without hardening ourselves to the point that we remove our capacity for joyful militancy and mourning. That we confuse commitment with mastery, and with it lose a curiosity brave enough to make space for vulnerability.